The Writeventures of Emaleecious

I'm going to put this here because I know no one reads this page.  I'm not self-deprecating; it is simply the blatant truth. A truth I've known for years, yet somehow, I still held onto the hope that someone, somewhere, still visited this little corner of the internet.  But this is a story for another day.  Right now, I came here to scream quietly.  I need to physically scream, but I can't. So instead, I will scream with my words. I will lock it up and leave it here. Maybe someday, I will revisit this post and talk about what happened after. Right now, I am stuck. In a rut. I feel it. I am surrounded by it. It feels like my life is at a standstill while everyone else passes by in a blur.   I have tried to stay positive. Tried to pray, to hold on to hope. To believe that a miracle would happen. To be fair, many miracles have happened around me, and even for me. But the one thing I deeply desire still remains unanswered.  I have held on...